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    This is a place where I publish some of the writings that I have been working on. I am not too sure what to call them. Some would call them essays, some would say a form of poetry. All I know is that the are just writings on how I feel at the moment. They are a way for my inner most feelings to come out. I have lost some of my most crucial work thanks to a computer hard drive restore. So the ones on this page are completely new. If you don't like them, sorry. If you do, thank you. I will try and update them on a regular basis. Sometimes it is a while to write down some things. Thanks for your patience.

This Feeling

    My breath escapes my lungs searching for sanctuary in the space around me. My skin explodes into flame as if my blood was made of crude oil. My moth dry as the Sahara, longs for a drop of moisture. My nerves shattered like broken glass after a storm. My heart beat races like a thoroughbred. I try to calm myself, but my mind will hear nothing of it. I feel as if I could conquer the world or run into a hole like a mouse. Why can't I come off of this? I feel as if I am floating only to lose my power and come crashing to my death. Why won't I settle? What is this feeling and why do I feel this way? It is you! I long for your touch. The way your skin feels against mine. The way you breath sends chills to my very core. This feeling goes beyond desire, beyond lust or want. It can only be described as one word- Love. 

11/07/2004